the A to Z of me...

ive seen this doing the rounds on the blogs,and because i have no batterys for my camera because my parents have gone on hoilday and taken the one and only battery charger :(, its a good one because no pictures needed!

-Age: 18.

-Bed:single.

-Chores you hate:washing up! i hate it soo much :(

-Dogs: really sweet :)

-Essential start of your day: breakfast! i have to eat!

-Favourite colour: black and/or purple.

-Gold or sliver: sliver.

-Height: 5 feet 11'' im a BFG! (big friendly gaint)

-Instruments i play: none, im pretty much useless!

-Job title: part time nursery assistant.

-Kids: none.

-Live: south of england.

-Mums name: dawn, because she was born at the break of dawn! awh.

-Nickname(s): cat,kitty, apricot.

-Pet peeve: rudeness, bullying,people judging others on the way they look.

-Quote from a movie:'Hatter: 'Am I mad?' Alice: 'Yes. Completely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret; All the best people are' - Tim Burton's Alice In Wonderland

-Right or left handed:lefty.

-Siblings: younger brother.

-Time you get up: changes alot, depends if im working or how im sleeping etc, anywhen between 5:30-9.00

-Underwear: yep underwear?

-Vegetables you dislike: i would be hear forever if i listed them all.

-What makes you run late: faffing and panicky over my hair and makeup, and other people not getting it together!

-X-rays you have had done: teeth.

-yummy food you make: cakes! i love baking, and other people say that they are yummy :) and brownies :).

-zoo animal- umm zebras! and lions and tigers and pegiuns and i will be hear forever!

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sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will always hurt me.

im sure many of you remember the saying ''sticks and stones may break my bones,but words can never hurt me''.

ive done blog posts and guest blog posts on the fact that i was bullied before, but this time im not talking about school.

before i lost the weight i was shouted at in the street, smoke blown in my face and pointed at. but because they never hurt me or laid a finger on me it couldnt be hurting me could it?

of course it could, and it did.
it still does, i dress in a ''gothic'' style if you want to label it, and because of this i get ''emo twat'' shouted at me, not as much as i got shouted at when i was bigger though, o no!

i cant list all of them but some of the ''tamer'' ones were

''fatty fatty boom boom''
''walking blob''
''you off to the bakery?''
''is tescos sold out now?''

and it went on, they were the ones i am willing to type!.

i also got a death threat once, yep a death threat, because i was bigger.
and wear glasses.
and at that point had ginger hair.

my point is if ''words can never hurt me'' how come these words did? because unless your super-human or a robot words get to you.

some people can rise above some words, and thats great, but the thing is we shouldnt need too rise above words being shouted at us, we are all human. so stop shouting at me in the street, you dont know me.

and if you act like that, you wont know me.

EOTD-purple night

hey! sorry ive been mua latly, personal problems going on, but dont worry im back! with EOTD! (eye of the day) :)

sorry for the bad photo!

i used:
urban decay primer potion.
benefit low profile matte eyeshadow and rimmel matte white mixed and used as highlight.
sleek makeup badgirl eyeshadow palette eyeshadows in twilight (lid) and rebel (crease).
elf studio eyeshadow in amethyst (crease)
urban decay black eyeshadow palette black dog (matte black) crease!
twlight under the eye blended with rebel.
elf studio undereye concealer and highlighter.
rimmel sexy curves mascara.
avon supershock mascara.

done :)

hope you like.